Saturday, November 27, 2010

Clutter


This is the current state of my mind. Cluttered with far too many thoughts, making it impossible to think straight. And forget about focusing on a single task. Oh, the anxiety of applications.

The clutter in the photo, however is far more beautiful than my mind's disheveled mess. A shop in the Medina in Rabat. Again, I always goes back to the places I love, particularly when I find myself a bit down.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Invite the Unexpected

This constant running dialogue that occurs in my mind about grad school and my uncharted future could be quite a downer. However, I had one of those moments, just a minute ago, where you realize how AWESOME life is. How incredible is it that we have no idea where we will be 10 years from now? It's freaking TERRIFYING! But, also reminds you how important it is to live in the moment.

Can you imagine just how dull life would be if you knew everything that is to happen and when to expect it? I mean sure, there's a general time line for all of us: grade school, college, job, marriage, kids, etc. But the details in between are what make things interesting. Sometimes painful, sometimes utterly confusing, but ALWAYS interesting.

So, I will RELISH in my moments of slight panic at the unknown. I say, "I am not even close to being ready. Bring it on."

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

It's no People Magazine...

But who wants to be in People Magazine? Check out the Virginia Living Magazine blog post about the Virginia Film Festival...here you will see some of my photos from the event! An online published photographer for a day of free fun? I'll take it! Thanks again to the magnificent Christine Stoddard, who in fact wrote the article and invited me to accompany her on the excursion.

http://www.virginialiving.com/blogs/virginia-living-blog/virginia-film-festival-in-review/

I Get a Kick Outta You...


What a good little side-kick :) He's been such a patient pup as I sit at my computer working away on my grad school apps. While taking him on walks are welcome breaks, it's nice to have him come over and doze next to me while I work.

Lesson learned: Dogs are awesome.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

"I Am"

I was lucky enough to crash the Virginia Film Festival yesterday in Charlottesville with a fellow Virginia Film Office intern. She just happens to also have an internship with Virginia Living magazine (she's superwoman) and let me come along as her photographer. I was so thankful for this invitation and it turned out that it meant more to me than I expected.

First we saw Beauty & the Beast, my all-time favorite Disney movie, and afterward Paige O'Hara, the voice of Belle, came and talked after the viewing. It was really neat to hear her talk about how she contributed to one of my favorite films. And, fun little fact, I learned that the voice of the Beast, Robby Benson, also directed one of my favorite TV shows, FRIENDS.


After capitalizing on the free lunch we went to see a second film, a documentary called "I Am". The director, Tom Shadyac is most known for his comedy features, "Ace Ventura", "Evan Almighty", and "Nutty Professor". A few years ago, he received a concussion from a bicycle accident that caused a seemingly lasting depression and loss of will to live. After trying everything, he gave up, and with time, for no reason at all, the symptoms began to disappear. This event changed the way he looked at life. He set out to make a doc attempting to answer two questions: "What is wrong with this world?" and "How can we fix it?". I can't even begin to explain this film in any detail that would even remotely reveal how powerful it was. He used interviews by well-known writers, leaders, and scientists as well as scientific evidence to prove that the "human connection" exists and that this is our most powerful tool to end poverty, world hunger, and violence. The energy we send out by doing a good deed spreads to those around us and it has been scientifically tested that this energy effects our hearts and our brains. The basic idea was that the world is run too much by the idea of "me" and "wealth". He encouraged us not to feel that by helping a single homeless person that we pass on the street makes no difference in the world. This energy spreads, he says.

After the film, he did a Q & A with the awestruck and inspired audience. He is an incredible individual and he quite literally changed my life. This documentary changed my life. And I encourage everyone to see it. It's power is immeasurable. It will be released in theaters in select cities in February and then released to DVD. I assure you, it will be worth your money to purchase it if you're not in a city where it hits theaters. Let it change your life. This is a guy who used his gift to empower and enlighten us through his journey and investigations. The website iamthedoc.com does not currently have any trailers up, but keep checking and you can still check out the other stuff on the film.


Below I posted a short video of him talking to the audience after the film.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

The River

I visited my best friend in Maryland this weekend and was able to catch up with her very large family. They threw a double birthday party with an Asian-themed menu (they're all about the food!) and had me take family portraits for them down on their little beach on the Potomac.

They've always welcomed me into their home and I was glad to return the favor by taking some photos for them.




PA = Panicked & Awkward

So, today was my first job as a PA (production assistant) on set of a movie, titled "Nutcracker", and while I wasn't quite "panicked and awkward", I was pretty darn close. Maybe it's just the nature of the industry, but they literally threw me right into it today, despite my inexperience. I was handed this walkie-talkie type contraption and they started using all their "movie-lingo" on me. Seeing as I felt like I was intruding on some super-secret club I quite literally wanted to throw the "walkie" in their face and run for the hills.

I assure you, I did not. Instead, I stood behind cameras as an on-set PA, looking wide-eyed and lost I'm sure, but soaking in everything. I also managed to lose an actor and then announced to everyone via "walkie" that I had done so, rather than switch to their super-secret channel so only the correct ears would hear of my debacle. On the bright side, rather than getting scolded for doing so, I was simply told what to do next time, and then informed that everyone enjoyed a big laugh. What can you do...it wouldn't be a good first day for me if I didn't manage to make a fool of myself in some form.

I laughed it off and, in the end had a good day. At the very least, I did something new today.